Shavuot, the holiday
celebrating our receiving of the Torah, is approaching. Much like the Jews in
the desert, who, in the fifty days between leaving Egypt and receiving the
Torah, went from the highest level of impurity to the highest level of
holiness, we too are supposed to be improving ourselves and preparing. The
question is which direction we are supposed to be heading. It's one thing to
sit and learn for an hour. It's another thing to sit and learn all day, but
with Torah it's more than just learning. The goal is to make it a part of our
lives and fully emulate what it teaches. To do that takes more than
preparation; it takes knowing the proper mindset with which to learn. Three of
the most powerful things that god gave the Jewish people were the three crowns:
Keter Kehuna (crown of priesthood), Keter Malchut (crown of kingship), and the
Keter Torah (crown of Torah). To understand how to be someone who properly
accepts the Torah, perhaps it would help to get a better understanding of the
three crowns.
To understand the crowns,
I'd like to compare them to three other exceptionally powerful objects: The
invisibility cloak, the Elder wand, and the resurrection stone (also known as
the deathly Hallows). These three objects, like the crowns, can be used to
improve almost every element of one's life, but can also be very dangerous in
the hands of those who don't know how to use them. First is the invisibility
cloak. It's a gift and a privilege. It enables the wearer to do what no one
else can do, go where no one else can go, and most importantly, it's passed
down from father to son. Those who do not directly descend from Ignotus
Peveral, will never be the rightful master. Similarly, being a priest is a gift
and a privilege. The do the services of god that no one else can do. They go
into areas of holiness that no one else can go to. And it too is completely
contingent on the family line. Those who do not directly descend from Aaron will
never be a Kohen. Second is the Elder Wand. It's an object of unrivaled power.
It enables the user to grant himself nearly every one of his hearts deepest
desires. However, as Voldemort found out, it does not work for just anyone. It,
like all wands, will only yield results to one whom it was passed down to
willingly or to one who conquered it from its previous owner. Similarly,
Kingship grants you unmatched power. A king can acquire for himself nearly
anything in existence. But, as seen numerous times throughout Tanach, kingship
is only had by one whom it was willingly passed down to or who one conquered it
from the previous owner.
Lastly, and I believe to be
most exceptionally, the resurrection stone. It's the only deathly Hallow that
does not need to be born into, passed down to, or won. Anyone could ideally be
the rightful owner. But as Dumbledore explains, it takes one in a million
(and there probably aren't a million wizards in existence). Its proper
utilization is rare because, as Dumbledore explains, only one who intends to
use it not for his own selfish reasons, but with the intention of enabling
himself to help others can be its true master. A Jew who chooses to spend his
or her time learning Torah knows what it feels like to be one in a million in spite
of the fact that it is the crown that is available to anyone. It says in Pirkei
Avot that one who studies with the intention of (not only studying, but)
teaching, is given the means to study and teach. One who studies with the
intention to practice, is given the means to study, teach, observe, and
practice. Clearly, a proper and full utilization of the Torah (like the stone)
is only reached when the intention is not only to use it to improve one's self,
rather to help others, spread its goodness, and learn from it the acts of
kindness we should be doing. Hopefully the time we have before Shavuot can be
used to prepare to receive the Torah in a way which we can use it to enhance
the lives of those around us and not just ourselves. Then, by Shavuot, we can
accept the Torah in a way that will truly change our lives.
And for those who have
difficulty staying awake during davening after a full night of learning, let's
think back to the fourth book. Harry stayed awake all night before the second
task learning things of the upmost importance, but because of his appreciation
for the significance of the moment, he was still able to perform exceptionally
the following morning. Chag Sameach.
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